Yeah...yep yep yep... I'm a fool as always, no sweat, don't wanna care no more. I'll get over it eventually. Yeaaah... yep yep yep... I'm just sorry fo' myself, I'm doing this to myself as always, tried avoiding it but the honey was...just too much gold-like(in real life I hate honey but it makes a good figure of speech here, or so they say)... just too... close, too unreal. Well now it's real, a real fucked up thing :)) Oh so numb...
Said too much... should catch up with my sleep now... don't want to but got a busy day tomorrow, a very busy day for my patience... I didn't want to believe my host-bro when he told me "fake it" but now I can just observe myself... it comes naturally, can't control it.
Don't know what's wrong, maybe nothin', maybe it's just my immagination or just me, sometimes it feels like it, sometimes it doesn't...
Can't even remeber the basic idea of this post! Oh well... time passes equally for me anyway... might as well use it well, right? Riiiight :)
